yesterday ngoc posted jenni up on craigslist&a lady called.
today she came over & took jenni for a week to see how she is.
now shes gone )':
&she MIGHT not come back
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why is everything so boring now /:
i'm so traumatized&scared.
the dark is even more scarier.
i cant go anywhere alone anymore.
+ i have wierd&scary dreams
have a best friend to tell everything to. i miss you.
A friend is;
-a person whom one knows, likes, and trusts
-a person whom one knows; an acquaintance.
-a person with whom one is allied in a struggle or cause; a comrade.
one of them is NOT you.
you ruined everything.
and you're someone i wont EVER forgive until he wants to be my best friend again.
& i was about to consider you as my best friend? FORGET IT.
since you lost my trust. NEVER.
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Yesteday i wokeup and went to summer school. Sinkovits wasnt there so we had a sub. I liked her (: after that, i stayed after til around two and then i went home. Duy&Thao slept over last night so they were at home. around 4 we went swimming in our pool and then i showered. During my shower, i felt dizzy&nautious. After i showered i told thuy & ngoc asked me if im feeling sleepy because it could be "dry drowning". but luckily it wasnt(: i sat by the toilet and gagged. i was dizzy, nautious, shaking, and light headed. i felt like i was gonna faint :O ! then i took daddys trashcan and layed on the ground with his garbage can. i threw up :O and i couldnt eat anything. i basically couldnt eat anything for two days. it turned out that i had the stomach flu. D: i feel like crap ! ANYWAYS, i threw up twice yesterday. second time i threw up A LOT. and it went through my nose too. it was gross ! and then today i wokeup at 5 and ran to the toilet and barfed. mommy made me drink ginger stuff and it was even nastier. today i threw up 3 times. i didnt go to summer school today&i had a test too D: ... idk if i can go tomorrow. i feel nautious.
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WTTTFFF ! hes such a snob ! ever since he got that hair cut, shoes, and jeans. he thinks he's the shizz just cause like 1-2 girls want him ? stupid. hes wasnt even worth it. i wish i NEVER got with him. i knew he wouldve turned out to be a butt.
and jeffrey wasnt the only person.
jeffrey made me feel better(=
then he said this when i told him what he used to do to me during swing;
pandaxjeffy: well you have me now chi and thats all in the past no way ima let that happen now
hes great ! :DDD
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was boegers grad& the day.
"I really like you and I wanna be the first guy to treat you right. Will you be my girlfriend ? "
something like that(;
today was the last day of school ):
i didnt want it to end.
i like freshman year !
its wierd, no one cried
i thought a lot of people would cry but i guess not.
two people that i know are moving
that succksss
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boy kissed me on the cheek
gahh, i like him a lot(:
i hope he goes to boegers graduation
so i can hangout with him
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